| I'm sure anyone who even looks at this anymore has realized that I do not post here too often... Well, if anyone here still wants to keep up with me, add me to your myspace:
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Until we meet again... :)
- Josiah
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| "Better Than Me"
Hinder
I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I wouldn't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
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| Life sucks... I hate it... the end.
oh ya...
And I'm an idiot too.
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| Forgotten Dream
(Message to the one I love)
Josiah N. Baldwin
I write this down tonight
So I'll remember it tomorrow
This is not just another song about sorrow
It's simply a cry out from my heart
No fancy verses,
Or beautiful melodies
I just simply want to say...
I will never forget you
Because I gave you all I had
And though you may forget me
You left me to bleed the repercussions of your love
My heart is yours you promised
You'll never let it go
No girl could ever replace you
Or fill the heart that you still hold
But it seems as if you've let me go
And if my heart is no longer yours
I suppose you threw it out the door
To leave every trace of me forgotten on the floor
So whoever you decide to love
Chose him instead of me
Because all that I could ever be
Will never be enough for you
So instead I will let...
These wounds heal slow
And In time I will let...
All these feelings go
For even if my heart will never mend
At least you will be happy again
Though sorrow will fill my heart
The moment you say "I Do" to him I will still learn to live again...
I only pray that you are truly happy
For in the end it's all I ever wanted
Though I thought my love would be enough
I'm just not worthy of your loving heart
So if this message ever reaches you
Just let it be a reminder
That you left a mark on me
One that I will never forget
And though you left a bleeding scar
I've forgiven you for it all
But letting go is not so easy
And for this reason
I've written the end of this story tonight
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